Jui Jitsu Fucked

Anyone watching basically knows that I got jui jitsu fucked in my last trade. I didn't put a stop on it, which was partially because I was negligent and partly because I wanted to risk all $16 and whatever cents. Too bad JPY released a report saying that their country was going to have a longer recession than previously anticipated. You should always be careful around any releases.

Anyway, I have been completely frustrated, mostly with my lack of discipline which has led to such dismal results for me. I could push it onto my huge leverage or my stupid impulsive bullcrap from last week, but even with that, it all boils down to discipline (although a larger bankroll and less stress for money would help; then again, that's why I am in this game).

So, before I add another $25 to my account I need to brush up on my discipline. Unfortunately, without the money to be made, I don't have a ton of motivation to do what I'm doing. I'm going to have to squelch my desire for instant gratification in order to accomplish anything in this volatile market.